woweee... i'm back. i'm still tired, and still rushing and trying to get everything done on time. haaay, a lot has happened. my immersion got me new friends and new experiences tucked under my belt. naranasan ko nang maligo sa isang primitive na banyo (walang ilaw at walang gripo) at manood ng tv kasama ang daga at ipis. i'm just glad i survived.

im a little depressed, though. baduy man kung isipin, wala akong partner sa valentine's day. haha, siguro bahagi 'to ng pagiging member ng S.W.A.P. pero nakakalungkot pa rin. wala kasing nagkakagusto sakin, secret admirer ba. di exciting ang valentine's ko. come to think of it, it was never exciting for me. well, enough of the self-pity. my time will come, i guess.

my situation ako with my ex and my best friend. i'm not sure what exactly is going on but i know i'm definitely in the middle of it all. nakakailang. may strain sa both relationships. haaay. anong gagawin ko? wala siguro. saka na lang, when i have the luxury of time to think about it.

our thesis sucks, mainly because it's very late. wala pa kaming results and discussion, as of this writing. di ko na alam kung pano namin matatapos 'to in time for the feb 17 deadline. nahihiya na ko sa thesis adviser namin. kung pwede lang, di na ko matutulog para makahabol sa requirements.

may "friend" ako sa gimik-friends.com na ka-in touch ko lately. he's 23, studied in dlsu and ateneo, and single. sana cute sha, if he lets me see his pic. wala lang, gusto ko lang lumandi. hehe. shucks, wala nang exciting sa buhay ko... i wanna be bachelorette of the year (sa harana awards) kaya lang parang ang insensitive ko naman non kay jules. o baka nag-oa lang ulit ako...

well... time to get back to work... i can't escape from it forever... haaaay, life...